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A Month Of Training.
Monday 28 July 2014 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Assalamualaikum bros and sis , holla ! :*

Can't you see that ? Seriously , can't you see ?! The title , it's very the gempak right ?!

Mueheh

Okay , Ramadhan had left us in just a couple of hours tadi . And I was like... I don't know . There are sadness , eagerness , happiness , awesomeness , disappoint-ness . And everything in between . Honestly in my eighteen years I have lived in this world , this is the most like MAGICAL Ramadhan I have ever felt . Mamma mia ! Ariba ariba ariba ! 

Ehh .

Well its kinda awkward to tell them here , but I'll try . HAHA XD 

-EARLY RAMADHAN-
My first one in CFSIIUM . Well they said we'll get a lot more things than just containing ourselves from THE MONSTERS OF FOOD . But I think , biasa je ? HAHA Seriously , I felt the same . Indeed , back at home the feelings will never be the same . But here I felt just the same *saywhaatttt 

-MIDDLE RAMADHAN-
Time passed in a blink of an eye . LIKE SERIOUSLY , I didn't really feel that I'm in the middle of Ramadhan month now . That is when I started to feel that "Yeah , I have to treasure this"And that is when all the hectic businesses started . 
1. I have a course Iftor to be managed . Yup , BENSS IFTOR *saywhaaaatt Since I am the manager , I must learn the hardest thing in my life ; to cope with people and situations . Meetings were held , and everyone started to do what they have been assigned to do . And things they did really awaken this feeling in me ; guilt . BIG GUILT .
2. I have a conflict on posts . On societies . On ukhuwah . And I cried .
3. I have my second charity project after Pulau Ketam which was giving away food to the homeless . A very tired project , but it was very WORTH . Like seriously . You have to try at least one charity project . MAYNNNNNN IT WAS AWEESOMMEEE
4. I get to embrace my old ukhuwah . A fixed one . With him . With my not-so-but-forever-friend-till-jannah as known as the curly boy heeee

-END RAMADHAN-
My deeds are like roller coaster . Its like... Well I don't really like to talk about the end of Ramadhan . It is seriously disappointing . Mommmmmmm huwaaaaa !

Everything went well actually . The course iftor especially . But I'm sure every Muslims would feel that their deeds are not very sufficient this year's Ramadhan . Me too . SADIS GILA . 

*come back come back come back to mere Ramadhan Cc; Taylor Swift

And of course , as usual , Ramadhan have taught me many things . A LOT . LIKE SERIOUSLY . I've learnt how to miss my family . I've learnt how effective had Ramadhan taught me . I've learnt how to rebel the old me . The old jahil me . I've learnt that we cannot push others as we have been given choices . 

I've also learnt that sometimes Allah left us no choice but to be stronger .

The thing is , Ramadhan had always been one of the best teachers for me . Every year , Ramadhan would left me one thing that I'll always remember . For this year too of course . Ramadhan had left me something before he leave .

Use your aqal fully , even you are given only 10% of it .

Sayonara Ramadhan , may Allah unite us again next year .

That is what I got from Ramadhan . How 'bout you ?

<3 plus the advisor Mr Nazriq

 That was then .

 The iftor


The two presidents

The Curly Boy


Thanks for reading :)




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