22 December 2011
Thursday, 22 December 2011 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
Assalamualaikum :)
Tengok jam sikittt . haaa , dah pukul 1.19 pagi dah nih . maknanya saya hari ni officialy akan mengambil result PMR nanti . wow , time had passed so fast ! rasa macam baru semalam saya duduk kat kelas , PMR . hmmm , sekarang ni cuma kena tunggu penentuan je lahh . pray me for the best !
Throughout 2011 nih , banyak benda yang dah terjadi . friendship , love , siblings , ada yang manis and ada jugak yang pahit . macam saya , memang banyak sangatt yang saya lalui . between LOVE and FRIENDSHIP . so many things saya dah lalui . betrayed my 2 years friend , for a couple of months brother . that was very stupid . sampai nyaris nyaris jadi kes polis . I am so stupid ! saya tak pandai nak menghargai orang . saya bendul ! mungkin saya ni memang perlukann kasih sayang , sampai saya neglect dia dalam hidup saya . neglect orang yang sentiasa disisi saya , through happy and sad moments . for an unknown people that is so called a 'brother' ? wow =,=
I want to redeem it , all my faults for neglecting her , and all my friends . I want to make them happy , forever . I love them very much ! saya akan berusaha untuk buat diorang happy . yet , they are not my friends . but SIBLINGS . SIBLINGS FORVEVER . Syiqah , Saidatul , Intan , Acap and all of my friends is actually siblings . make them happy is my past , present and future duty . selain Mama , they are my everything . MINE ALWAYS :)
And I will make sure that one fine day ,
you will feel my hardness and sadness throughout this year ,
you will apologiza to them ,
and SUFFER more than you can imagine
JUST KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN BROTHER ,
this is no longer the ZULFEKAR you have met last year
I will assure that :)