Assalamualaikum!

"Lama tak update nampak bang?"

Kuikui xD Ada jugek orang yang perasan. I thought dalam dunia ni saya sorang je yang perasan. Ahak terasa popular pulak jemah ahak!

Okay errrrr.

Hmmm why would I want to write about change? Yeahhhhh, curious. Well recently I'm kinda busy preparing all those stuff. Yalah, upu keluar dalam berapa minggu lepas entah and Alhamdulillah I've got to do my foundation in English languange at International Islamic University of Malaysia atau orang Melayu asli panggil UIA. Ngeheh.

So when I found out about this, I was like WHATT? Foundation in English? And I was like MOMMMM, what's this? I can't accept this. I've spent those miserable two years learning Bio, Chem, Phy and all stuffs but this is what I've got?

Nanges disitu.

And then my mom just laughed happily like someone just pooped in the sink *okay that does'nt make sense BUT my mom said "Chill lahh, ramai lagi kot tak dapat. Lu nii bersyukur sikit anakku at least dapat tempat kan. Lagipun kalau lu sambung lagi science karang lu pulak sedih tak dapat perform. Macam mama tak tahu lu tu gaya belajar macam mana" somethin' like that perhaps.

So I thought about it deeply and someone in me *creepy said "Man man man, why don't you try somethin' new?" I smiled. I prayed and my heart was kinda being pulled to UIA until now. Alhamdulillah for that.

Well, to change is not easy for some people out there. Even for me, to change is very hard. I can't contain my big laugh until now (pray for me though) But we are humans. We are assigned by Allah in this world to make it better, not to make it forever. When we are in the wrong way and we wanna change ourselves to be better, the first thing you have and kinda want to do is to PRAY.

"Ya Allah, please grant me wise thoughts about You"
"Ya Allah, please ease my way towards You"
"Ya Allah, please protect me from the humanity enemies (bahasa pasarnya syaitan)"

Thats why kita belajar Adab berfikir. Apa yang kita cakap, kita buat is mainly based on apa yang Allah ilhamkan kita. I'm not saying that bad things yang kita buat pun dari Allah, but it is from ourselves. You see, Allah pegang minda dan hati kita. Apa yang Allah buat, He contained our minds and hearts from negative thoughts. But manusia yang spoil benonyee. Kita yang dedahkan pikiran kiat ke arah buruk sampai effect perbuatan kita.

Ingat la kita ni hamba. What we have to do and MUST do, kita kenalah minta kat Dia right? Mana ada bos yang nak bagi kita naik pangkat senang senang. Efforts is cooler than the result.

Kan?

So dear humanity, don't ever blame Allah if we do not change, if we couldn't succed in changing ourselves. It all starts from you yourself ( AL QURAN, 13:11 )

Hwaiting! Fiamanillah.

Oh ya, kalau salah mohon betulkann. Love yaaa :*

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